Humans of Harker: Linus Li takes pride in the process

Kathy Fang

“Everyone who knows me can attest that I can easily be a stick in the mud, that I’m way too uptight, but that’s something I really want to learn how to work on, because when you relax and when you stop caring about how you try to comport yourself and when you stop taking yourself too seriously and just let go around a bunch of people who are pretty supportive, you start to learn a lot more about what you like and what you want to do in the future and who you want to be around,” Linus Li (12) said. “And I learned it’s a lot less about keeping up a certain image and more about knowing what a kind of a person you are and who you want to be around.”

by Kathy Fang, Photo Editor

The beats of electronic dance music blare from the speakers in the corner of the dance room as Linus Li (12), with a dozen other dancers, runs an intense hip-hop routine for the hundredth time. Towards the end of the number, he extends his hand to his side, revealing a complex chemical structure drawn in black Sharpie on the inside of his arm like a coded message. Serotonin, perhaps, or acetylcholine. One, the “happy chemical,” and the other, a neurotransmitter that facilitates focus to learning and memory. Either would be a sign of Linus’ devotion to the science of chemistry.

Linus first discovered an interest in chemistry when working on a titanium project in seventh grade, but it wasn’t until his sophomore year, during a precipitation lab in his AP Chemistry class, that this interest blossomed into passion.

“Watching lead precipitate in this giant balloon of daffodil yellow in a beaker of clear liquid just really got in me in a weird frenzy, almost,” he said. “As time progressed, I just got more and more interested in chemistry, and it just developed into the love that I have now.”

From there, Linus began to explore the field of nanoscience in his junior year.

“I was always amazed by natural phenomena at a fundamental level, and looking at stuff that’s only hundreds of atoms wide or hundreds of atoms thick really never ceases to blow my mind,” he said.

Linus plans to study chemistry in college and hopes to explore applications of nanoscience to archaeological studies, an ambition that stems from a childhood fascination with Greek mythology.

“I think he’s going to be a great chemist, or a great biologist, or a great dentist or doctor,” Linus’ chemistry teacher last semester Dr. David Casso said. “It’s his ability to be incredibly focused and very very serious about his studies, and also take a step back and not take himself too seriously at the same time. Everybody makes mistakes—he’s able to make mistakes and still be excellent and know he’s excellent and sleep at night, even when he makes a mistake or two, which isn’t very often.”

Outside of the chemistry lab, when he’s not preoccupied with lead solutions and carbon chains, Linus devotes much of his time and energy to his work as a hip-hop dancer.

He first started dancing in fifth grade, when his mother signed him up for the annual dance show—“to my absolute horror,” he remembers, laughing—and since then, he has participated in every dance production, a total of eight years’ worth of dance classes at Harker. This January, Linus joined a competitive dance team called Young Skull Club, the youth branch of the acclaimed professional company Academy of Villains.

“You can get out a lot of different emotions in [Linus’ dance style], and it’s not always just happy upbeat stuff like we always have and what I’ve been used to, so it’s been really fun to explore that in his pieces,” Linus’ friend and fellow dancer Chris Gong (11) said. Chris choreographed Linus’ final routine with the Harker dance program, a number in this year’s dance production titled “Resident DJs.”

From the “chubby, temperamental, short, Asian kid,” as Linus describes his fifth grade self, to the powerful dancer he is today, Linus has learned to harness the necessity of collaboration in a successful routine.

“As much as you want to improve yourself, you’re dancing as a team in a routine, not a group of sixteen soloists,” he said. “As I’ve done each dance show and as I’ve done more routines, I began to think more about how other people work and how fast other people learn, and I really started to love to work with other people and learn things from them as well.”

Through his collaborative work with other people, Linus has also learned to appreciate the value of “going with the flow.”

“Everyone who knows me can attest that I can easily be a stick in the mud, that I’m way too uptight,” he said. “That’s something I really want to learn how to work on because when you relax and when you stop caring about how you try to comport yourself and when you stop taking yourself too seriously and just let go around a bunch of people who are pretty supportive, you start to learn a lot more about what you like and what you want to do in the future and who you want to be around.”

With this in mind, Linus strives to maintain a joyful atmosphere with friends, even during more serious conversations.

“Since we go to different schools, I have different stories to tell him, so basically what happens is that we would both order [boba] drinks, and every time there was a serious moment or an important moment he would make the vibe really funny by slurping his drink really really loudly, and it would make everyone laugh at the table,” Linus’ friend Rhea Ram, a senior at Mission San Jose High School, said. “It’s just a very nice feeling that you have someone to count on that can make the vibe very funny, very comical, even if it’s very serious.”

More than anything, Linus has come to appreciate the power of persistence, through his work both as a chemist and as a dancer.

“When a bad result happens, you can’t really just stop. When choreography doesn’t work, you have to re-choreograph. When a chemical reaction doesn’t work, you have to find another one that works,” he said. “You really just have to keep working, until you get the result that you want, or until you get a result that’s even better than what you want. But all the while, it’s still a process, and you have to continue that process.”